girls day out :)

date: 28th august 2009 (friday)

venue: somewhere in kl

members of the club: mummy, alin, amanda & bella :)

activity: lepaking :D

mummy & i :)

i'm obsessed with my nickname. bhaha.


mirror2 on the ceiling. who's the roundest of em all?

alin, me gorgeous sista :D

"mummy, i'm bored!"

" yes, i know my dearie :)"

they'll take just rm0.50 from what u paid for these poor children ;(

my, what sharp teeth u have =.='

nah, i'm not scared of ya.

the food's finished :D

the result of the competition.

don't be a shitty.

i just feel like writing this. geram kat someone. huhh!

adrenaline rush factors.

1) Single, Taken, or Crushing?
- all, except one. guess.

2) Are you happy with where you are?
- nope. not really. but i'll wait till after spm to see how it goes.

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
- hmm. yes. but i always tell myself over & over again not to get too involved with that person.

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
- yeah. i had this huge crush on this senior, but he ended up liking my pet sister. ngeng.

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
- nope. i don't.

6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
- nope! :(

7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
- haha. yes. my mom & some of my closest friends.

8) Do you want children?
- of course! ngee :))

9) How many?
- i don't mind. as long as they're all cute & healthy :))

10) Would you consider adoption?
- well, it depends. i hope i'll be able to get my own babies :D

11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know?
- hmm. kneal in front of me & give me some flowers. haha. cliche. alah, bgtau jela.

12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
- yep. it makes me feel strong. and yeah, it doesn't mean that when i play hard to get, i don't like that someone :D

13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating?
- what game? chess?

14) Do you believe love at first sight exists?
- yep! haha :DD

15) Are you romantic?
- i don't think i am now coz i'm keeping my romanticness for my dear future hubby :D

16) Do you believe that you can change someone?
- nope, but i can help em change, i guess.

17) If you could get married anywhere, money not an object where would it be?
- in the masjid. haha.

18) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
- yes. i obviously, certainly do :)

19) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you couldn't?
- yes. tonnes of times. haha.

20) Have you ever broken a heart?
- didn't u just ask that? ;)

21) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other?
- hmm. meaning to say?

22)What would you say about your last ex?
- nothing. i don't even have an ex :P

dot.

trial's next week.

unimaginable.

sleepless night.

it's 5.23 a.m now & i'm still not sleeping. i had my sahur just now; well, i just drank some milk & some plain water. i really felt like barfing. huhh. i thought i was able to stay up tonite, considering the whole cup of "kau" coffee i had at 11. fuhh. but nooo. i had a tummy ache at 2, so i had to go to bed, although i wasn't sleepy. hopefully the 5 chapters of biology i read would stick in my mind. i couldn't proceed with physics which i initially wanted to study. heck. i'm talking crap. where's the timeline? haha.

2.10 a.m:

i laid in bed. i tried very hard to keep my eyes shut. "bella, go to sleep, go to sleep, go to sleep.." i chanted the "mantra" over & over again. but to no avail. i just couldn't doze off. i rubbed my left eye, & it got red. i went to mummy's bedroom & entered the toilet to wash my face. sakit ouh mata. da merah mcm cili da. takot pun ad ble tgk kat cermin. huu. luckily it's ramadan, no setan. haha. hmm. then my mum got awake. she brought me to the kitchen, took some eyemo, put a few drops of it in my left eye & told me to go to bed. i did feel much2 better after that. huu.

3.00 a.m:

my handphone triggered. ooh. a message. hmm. good. i was freakin bored that time. haha. at least somebody's still awake. huu. "hah! nk kcau bella..blabla.." the message sounded something like dat. i was amused. haha. lwknye. out of boredom, i replied. we texted each other. yela. da xle tdo kan. hmm. he couldn't sleep too, so i suggested counting the sheep which can jump over the fence. haha. i never did that before. manade sheep boleh lompat lepas pagar. ade ke? haha. we tried to brainstorm ways to get to sleep. susahnya. then he asked me, who do u see urself in 10 years time? hmm. good question. but a bad idea in helping me get to sleep.

i replied, "job: psychiatrist, with own centre; salary: 10k and above, ngee ; place i live in: somewhere peaceful; house: not a mansion, children: dun mind how many. haha." did that even answer his question? tahlah. blurr la time tu. haha. hmm. we had quite an interesting chat, & somehow it got a bit tense at the end. haha. i even confessed the fact that i lied to the warden that i didn't bring my handphone to school. how did the conversation get to that stage? i dunno. xigtlah. ok. i talk da mcm keling kan. haha. xpla. hmm. only i understand kot.

what i'm telling u has no objective. i'm crapping. gatal tgn nak menaip je.

5.56 a.m.

dah azan subuh :)