there's only a few hours left before i head back to tgb. it's a new semester & i'm really hoping that my spirit will go high up, obviously higher than before. i know that i didn't do my very best last sem & to make it worse, i fell sick right before the exam week. i hadn't much time to study & my hopes really went down the drain. i'm not hoping much for my pointer for last sem, exactly 3.0 will seem like a miracle to me.
until now, i have a few homework which i hadn't finished yet, such as add maths, mod maths & sejarah. ouh my, that's a lot.
add maths is a the subject which i'm really scared of the most. i'm really hoping so badly that i'll have that interest in add maths like some of the other people have. do pray for my success :)
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Friday, June 12, 2009
new addiction. please!
i'm so addicted to this blogging thing. i haven't even finished up folding my clothes since the past 2 hours. haha.
little baby play-oh :)
this is play-oh! the cutest most adorable (& expensive) little dino robot i've ever seen. i could still remember cuddling it at toys-r-us together with diba. i so wish i could have it. but yeah, it's very costly. diba told me that it had so many sensors underneath it's "skin". so that's why it's movements vary. it's not as lame as you think. amber chia owns one too!
i learnt that it can recognise it's name when we program it's name into it. if i had one, i'd put bobby as it's name, in remembrance of my pet iguana which died when i was in form 1. ouh well, i hope that someday i can have a play-oh! :)
tgb. why so weird?
unlike most of the other mrsms, tgb doesn't have a system which enables students to check their semester examination results online. tgb is so well known as one of the most elite schools & malaysia, but still, it doesn't have this freakin facility. even my previous mrsm is so much better although it always ranks at the bottom of the list.hehe. well guess what, it had been almost 2 weeks & none of the tgbians have even received anything regarding the results. that's truly pathetic!
truthfully saying, i have a calculator under my pillow so that when i think of my results, i can try to count & guess my results. well of course, i'd target the lowest marks first & then try to key in the highest possible marks i could get. well, that sounds like what an insane person would do right? it gives me butterflies in my stomachs. big butterflies. yeah indeed, i'm slowly turning into a not-so-sane person coz the results are coming in so late! tgb's administration, do something! :(
truthfully saying, i have a calculator under my pillow so that when i think of my results, i can try to count & guess my results. well of course, i'd target the lowest marks first & then try to key in the highest possible marks i could get. well, that sounds like what an insane person would do right? it gives me butterflies in my stomachs. big butterflies. yeah indeed, i'm slowly turning into a not-so-sane person coz the results are coming in so late! tgb's administration, do something! :(
Thursday, June 11, 2009
when i grow up..
nope, it's definately not pcd's song title, although i fancy pcd. but yeah, i'm talking about what i'm interested in being when i grow up. nowadays, people prefer to work in medical fields or work as engineers. well i have something else in mind.
the thought of making piloting as my ambition began earlier this year i guess. i was influenced by my surroundings. my cousin is taking up piloting and he says it's interesting & of course challenging. he said that being a female, being short & having minor short-sightedness (like me) wouldn't be a big deal in order to become a successful pilot. technology advance, i guess.
however, i'm seem to have some problems in additonal mathematics, which i learnt, is something that i must be able to cope with in order to become a pilot. actually i don't really know about how important add maths in this field, so if you seem to know about this, do leave a comment.
so there it is. i'm so hoping to become a pilot. big money, big vacations but maybe a little late in marriage. well it's okay. the right time will come right? :)
the thought of making piloting as my ambition began earlier this year i guess. i was influenced by my surroundings. my cousin is taking up piloting and he says it's interesting & of course challenging. he said that being a female, being short & having minor short-sightedness (like me) wouldn't be a big deal in order to become a successful pilot. technology advance, i guess.
however, i'm seem to have some problems in additonal mathematics, which i learnt, is something that i must be able to cope with in order to become a pilot. actually i don't really know about how important add maths in this field, so if you seem to know about this, do leave a comment.
so there it is. i'm so hoping to become a pilot. big money, big vacations but maybe a little late in marriage. well it's okay. the right time will come right? :)
teeny weeny notice here..
if you notice, all of my previous blog posts are posted on the same day. that's because i took the blog posts from my myspace blog & shifted it here. if i have the time, i'll be writing more in here. till then, daa :)
dear wardens...
goddamit. the wardens are really going off the border line! the rules they make are really irrelevant! well, the rules are mostly implemented towards boys (although i'm a girl, i still feel as angry towards the wardens). it hurts so much to see my closest friend being judged without justice. just a small tiny weeny matter led him to the college's disciplinary council. well, i don't want to tell much about that here. the main point is, the students of tgb are stepped on & none of us can do anything much about it.
if we fight for our right, we'll be kicked, hit, tortured, shouted, screamed at or rollcalled. if we don't fight, we haf to follow THEIR own rules, not the mara's rules. wtfish. like one of my friends said, the wardens can go to jail for what they did towards the students. hmm, perhaps some of u who are reading this are still trying to understand why the hell we're damn pissed off. okay. just look at the list of the "rules" the tgbians have to follow (which are mostly implemented on boys, like i mentioned):
1# SUBUH/MAGHRIB: the boys have to follow up with the first imam, or else, they haf to pray on the tar. well before that, they will be chased out of their respective partitions by means of caning. don't u think that their intentions of going to surau to actually pray to Allah will change into going to the surau just because they're afraid of wardens. that's not what it should be like, SHOULD IT?
2# AFTER SCHOOL: the boys aren't allowed to enter their hostel after school. isn't that plain ridiculous? tell me, it is right? it's saddening to see them having to take their naps at the surau (& not in their hostel). guess what, there's a rumour that maybe they'll implement this rule towards the girls. no way! please, this is too much. just imagine girls, all sweaty and smelly after enduring the whole morning wearing tudung and all, and then not given the right to enter the hostel? are there any other schools which have this sort of rule? it's ridiculous right? how do they expect us to study in such condition? please understand dear wardens :(
3# DURING NIGHT PREP: well, this is not a very old story but it happened. we had to prep at the d.s, which was full of flies and sticky tables (well, if for one week the girls have to prep at the d.s, the boys are allowed to prep at the academic block. it goes alternately). tell me, is the d.s a place to study? no, right? huhh. wardens, please think. even if you separate us during prep, some of the students still date. dating is not restricted during prep hours only right? huhh. i'm not supporting dating or what, it's just that i think that the prep separation thingy is irrelevant. hmm, well, that d.s prep rule was already abolished, but then we still have to prep in separate classes. personally, i don't like it. i want to prep in my OWN class every night. i'm sick of wasting my time going to other classes to prep. i don't really know how to explain this, but tgbians, i know u guys understand.
i guess there are a few more, but this is all i could express and to act more respectful i even cut a few lines of swearing which i initially wanted to put in. in a nutshell, i hope that something can be done to stop this madness once and for all!
if we fight for our right, we'll be kicked, hit, tortured, shouted, screamed at or rollcalled. if we don't fight, we haf to follow THEIR own rules, not the mara's rules. wtfish. like one of my friends said, the wardens can go to jail for what they did towards the students. hmm, perhaps some of u who are reading this are still trying to understand why the hell we're damn pissed off. okay. just look at the list of the "rules" the tgbians have to follow (which are mostly implemented on boys, like i mentioned):
1# SUBUH/MAGHRIB: the boys have to follow up with the first imam, or else, they haf to pray on the tar. well before that, they will be chased out of their respective partitions by means of caning. don't u think that their intentions of going to surau to actually pray to Allah will change into going to the surau just because they're afraid of wardens. that's not what it should be like, SHOULD IT?
2# AFTER SCHOOL: the boys aren't allowed to enter their hostel after school. isn't that plain ridiculous? tell me, it is right? it's saddening to see them having to take their naps at the surau (& not in their hostel). guess what, there's a rumour that maybe they'll implement this rule towards the girls. no way! please, this is too much. just imagine girls, all sweaty and smelly after enduring the whole morning wearing tudung and all, and then not given the right to enter the hostel? are there any other schools which have this sort of rule? it's ridiculous right? how do they expect us to study in such condition? please understand dear wardens :(
3# DURING NIGHT PREP: well, this is not a very old story but it happened. we had to prep at the d.s, which was full of flies and sticky tables (well, if for one week the girls have to prep at the d.s, the boys are allowed to prep at the academic block. it goes alternately). tell me, is the d.s a place to study? no, right? huhh. wardens, please think. even if you separate us during prep, some of the students still date. dating is not restricted during prep hours only right? huhh. i'm not supporting dating or what, it's just that i think that the prep separation thingy is irrelevant. hmm, well, that d.s prep rule was already abolished, but then we still have to prep in separate classes. personally, i don't like it. i want to prep in my OWN class every night. i'm sick of wasting my time going to other classes to prep. i don't really know how to explain this, but tgbians, i know u guys understand.
i guess there are a few more, but this is all i could express and to act more respectful i even cut a few lines of swearing which i initially wanted to put in. in a nutshell, i hope that something can be done to stop this madness once and for all!
confusion... confusion!
at this age & at this stage, people keep on questioning, what do u want to be when u grow up; where do u wanna futher ur studies; what field are u interested in; etc. well, i don't really know how to comprehend with these questions as i have none of the answers. okay, generally, i'm interested in all those art stuff, but i'm able to cope with science subjects. my major problem is maths and i can't seem to be interested in it. i know i won't be able to live happily by having to do maths all day long. i'm also not the type of a stay-up person coz my immunity's low (that's sort of a weird statement, huh?). besides, i don't mind working indoor. so please, somebody, someone, give me a hint or something... :(
grandma love <33
Tomorrow i'll be going back to my hostel. As usual, i'd be lepaking in front of my computer, as if there's nothing else to do. To my concern, i'd be going back on bus. But there was a slight change which really made a difference. I noticed my grandma's tears rolling down her cheeks, but i didn't bother to ask her why. I went into my room and sat in front of my computer, but i was still figuring out why she was crying. All of a sudden, she approached me. She told me she pitied me for having to see me go back to school by bus. She insisted on fetching me to school ( well, my mum's gonna drive, not her lorh) & she thought of buying me some more food for my stock. She didn't mind wasting the money paid for the ticket and opt for comfort. U know, i'm not from a wealthy family & money is something really2 precious. So when it comes to sacrificing money like this, it means so much to me.This may not seem like some sort of a big deal to some of u, but to me it is. Remember to always value our loved ones as we'll never know when's the last time we'll ever meet them again :)
pre wedding feast
my grandma got an invitation to a wedding ceremony & she thought of bringing the whole of my little family there . we put on lavish clothes & make up-ed a little . hehe . it was at gombak & my mum didn't know where exactly the ceremony was . it took almost 2 hours for us to find the venue . by then , our stomachs were making weird sounds ( we were damn hungry alright ) . so we all pun melencong to a sate stall to satisfy our hunger . 30 sticks finished in barely 15 minutes ( the whole family k , not me only ) . hehe . when we arrived there , eating was the last thing i did ! aiyoh , what language am i using. hee :D
some things from 2008 i just can't forget :)
- i planned of shifting back to mrsm lenggong or shifting to mrsm taiping to be close to ainaa
- i was chosen as an emc . i was so damn happy the moment i knew about it !
- i had to stand outside the class the whole b.m. period . coz i didn't finish up my karangan .
- i failed my add maths test . the teacher was too garang . (or i was too lazy ?) :D
- my dad passed away and i knew about it when i got back home from tgb . innalillah .
- i cried coz i didn't know anything about using the lrt .
- i got a dedication from a guy , which was actually not from that guy , but it was a prank set up by his friends to make him embarrassed . hehe .
- my left pinky finger got injured after playing basketball . i can't use that finger until now . it's kinda broken or something . haha .
well , there are more actually . haha . gosh , i miss 2008 . *wink wink* :))
- i was chosen as an emc . i was so damn happy the moment i knew about it !
- i had to stand outside the class the whole b.m. period . coz i didn't finish up my karangan .
- i failed my add maths test . the teacher was too garang . (or i was too lazy ?) :D
- my dad passed away and i knew about it when i got back home from tgb . innalillah .
- i cried coz i didn't know anything about using the lrt .
- i got a dedication from a guy , which was actually not from that guy , but it was a prank set up by his friends to make him embarrassed . hehe .
- my left pinky finger got injured after playing basketball . i can't use that finger until now . it's kinda broken or something . haha .
well , there are more actually . haha . gosh , i miss 2008 . *wink wink* :))
cashier disaster >:(
this really happened to me & it was embarrasing ...
just now , i went to jj au2 with my family , to look around & buy some stuff . firstly , we strolled around the mall to search for some school items & obviously when we got what we wanted to buy , we'd pay it . right ? so my family and i went to the cashier and paid for the items & later on searched for a place to fill up our hungry mungry stomachs .
on the way there , we had to pass through a sort of item detector ( alah , like the ones at airports tu ) . all of a sudden , i heard a loud beeping sound . i'm sure everyone else nearby did hear it too ! i thought there was just something wrong with the detector , but i was completely wrong . as my sister alin & i passed the detector simultaneously , the guard stopped us from taking another step forward .
guess what , we had to pass through the detector a few times , solo . when my sister passed the detector , the beeping sound wasn't heard . but when i passed it , there was a beeping sound ! i was like blank & clueless . so , am i being accused as a shoplifter or something ? puh leesse ! i would never ever steal anything . huhh !
to add to the embarrassment , the guard took out all the items ( which happened to be just clothes , including singlets . luckily there was no "anak-anak" ) in the jj plastic bag & checked them over the detector , in public ! all of a sudden , one of the clothes which was checked at the detector made the beeping sound . what the *^%$**?
i was furious ! it wasn't my fault ! it was the cashier's ! she didn't look carefully & take out the safety tag ( is it what they call it ? ) . hmmm , so after that , my mummy & i marched to the same cashier & scolded her kaw2 punya . thought so . trainee cashier rupanya . huhh .
the moral is , if you become a cashier who has to deal with safety tags , don't ever forget to take 'em out !
just now , i went to jj au2 with my family , to look around & buy some stuff . firstly , we strolled around the mall to search for some school items & obviously when we got what we wanted to buy , we'd pay it . right ? so my family and i went to the cashier and paid for the items & later on searched for a place to fill up our hungry mungry stomachs .
on the way there , we had to pass through a sort of item detector ( alah , like the ones at airports tu ) . all of a sudden , i heard a loud beeping sound . i'm sure everyone else nearby did hear it too ! i thought there was just something wrong with the detector , but i was completely wrong . as my sister alin & i passed the detector simultaneously , the guard stopped us from taking another step forward .
guess what , we had to pass through the detector a few times , solo . when my sister passed the detector , the beeping sound wasn't heard . but when i passed it , there was a beeping sound ! i was like blank & clueless . so , am i being accused as a shoplifter or something ? puh leesse ! i would never ever steal anything . huhh !
to add to the embarrassment , the guard took out all the items ( which happened to be just clothes , including singlets . luckily there was no "anak-anak" ) in the jj plastic bag & checked them over the detector , in public ! all of a sudden , one of the clothes which was checked at the detector made the beeping sound . what the *^%$**?
i was furious ! it wasn't my fault ! it was the cashier's ! she didn't look carefully & take out the safety tag ( is it what they call it ? ) . hmmm , so after that , my mummy & i marched to the same cashier & scolded her kaw2 punya . thought so . trainee cashier rupanya . huhh .
the moral is , if you become a cashier who has to deal with safety tags , don't ever forget to take 'em out !
bukit antarabanga landslide tragedy- from my p.o.v.
it was around 4 in the morning, on the 6th of december 2008 when THE disaster struck 14 bungalows at bukit mewah and took the lives of 4 of the residents there . i do live in bukit antarabangsa & thankfully i live at a safe distance from the venue of incident .
before the incident happened that very morning , i was unusually on9 until 3 a.m. coz i'd usually go off9 much MUCH earlier . not long after shutting down my computer , i went to sleep . fast asleep .
all of a sudden , i was awaken by a commotion & also by the heat around me . my room was so dark , same goes to the area outside my condominium . i thought it was just a normal electricity blackout but i heard my mum saying something like 'landslide .. big rocks .. soil ..' my heart began puumping faster . my fatigue just went away into the darkness . i questioned myself , 'what happened ? where ? how ? when ?' all the 'wh' questions spun round and round in my head .
not long after that , i heard helicopters swarming around an area near my condominium with spotlights on . yes indeed , there was something really wrong . we didn't know what had happened until we met one of our neighbours to ask . he said it was a landslide . so it was true . wow . but where ?
at around 10 a.m. , my mum , my sisters and i walked down to the area of landslide . there were hundreds of eager-to-know residents crowding the place with a group of police patrols taking control of the area . i even took some videos of the scene while we were there . my phone was also off the hook . my friends , even the ones i never ever contacted with , smsed me & called me , asking about my condition and all . thank you to those who were concerned about this matter :)
everything did go on nicely after the incident as the authorities did their job well . they worked very hard to help the residents who were trapped in bukit antarabangsa , including my family & i . we were given food supply & the latest updates regarding the road which was blocked by the landslide . that was truly the most memorable incident in my life.
before the incident happened that very morning , i was unusually on9 until 3 a.m. coz i'd usually go off9 much MUCH earlier . not long after shutting down my computer , i went to sleep . fast asleep .
all of a sudden , i was awaken by a commotion & also by the heat around me . my room was so dark , same goes to the area outside my condominium . i thought it was just a normal electricity blackout but i heard my mum saying something like 'landslide .. big rocks .. soil ..' my heart began puumping faster . my fatigue just went away into the darkness . i questioned myself , 'what happened ? where ? how ? when ?' all the 'wh' questions spun round and round in my head .
not long after that , i heard helicopters swarming around an area near my condominium with spotlights on . yes indeed , there was something really wrong . we didn't know what had happened until we met one of our neighbours to ask . he said it was a landslide . so it was true . wow . but where ?
at around 10 a.m. , my mum , my sisters and i walked down to the area of landslide . there were hundreds of eager-to-know residents crowding the place with a group of police patrols taking control of the area . i even took some videos of the scene while we were there . my phone was also off the hook . my friends , even the ones i never ever contacted with , smsed me & called me , asking about my condition and all . thank you to those who were concerned about this matter :)
everything did go on nicely after the incident as the authorities did their job well . they worked very hard to help the residents who were trapped in bukit antarabangsa , including my family & i . we were given food supply & the latest updates regarding the road which was blocked by the landslide . that was truly the most memorable incident in my life.
twilight madness III
29th November 2008 , the day ! I dressed up my very best ( as if i was going to meet edward cullen live ) . alin wore a peachy pink long singlet with an also peachy pink cardigan with ALSO a pair of light brown tights up to half her calves . whoa . i can describe clothes ! ngahaha . phbbtt !
we arrived at klcc at around a quarter past three . gee , we're kinda late . after around 15 minutes later , then only we reached the movies . there were gazillions of ppl ( huaa ! kidding . maybe just a hundred or something . i'm so hyperbolic . ) but as we booked our tickets earlier , we went straight off to the booking redemption queue . chehh wahh . poyo plak . but , unfortunately , only God ( & other ppl around there including us ) knew how long the queue was .
out of patience , alin tried to check out whether there was another counter to redeem our tickets . she was so shy shy cow . she took a step forward & then took a step backward . it's as if she was trying a new move in dancing . ngahahaha ! then at last , i became the hero ! hua3 ! i sped off to the other counter & asked whether if i could redeem the tickets at that counter . it was a yes . furiously , i called alin to join me at the new queue . little did i knew that i did a huge mistake .
we waited , and waited , and waited . why did we wait ? wasn't the new queue short ? yes it was . very very short . indeed , there was only one person in front of us . bhahaha ! but there was no one to entertain her at that moment . it was taking ages ! what the fish ! we obviously got into the wrong queue . our "old" queue was moving fast . how i wished we could get back into our old queue . we tried to be sensible & accepted the fate that we made a mistake . all we could hope is that everything will turn out fine & eventually get our tickets to the movie .
at last , it was our turn . we told our booking number & not much to our surprise , our tickets were AUTO-CANCELLED . what are we gonna do ? what are we gonna doo ?? then the movie guy said there are a few seats left . so , there was nothing we could do other than paying for the seats we didn't have in mind .
we arrived at klcc at around a quarter past three . gee , we're kinda late . after around 15 minutes later , then only we reached the movies . there were gazillions of ppl ( huaa ! kidding . maybe just a hundred or something . i'm so hyperbolic . ) but as we booked our tickets earlier , we went straight off to the booking redemption queue . chehh wahh . poyo plak . but , unfortunately , only God ( & other ppl around there including us ) knew how long the queue was .
out of patience , alin tried to check out whether there was another counter to redeem our tickets . she was so shy shy cow . she took a step forward & then took a step backward . it's as if she was trying a new move in dancing . ngahahaha ! then at last , i became the hero ! hua3 ! i sped off to the other counter & asked whether if i could redeem the tickets at that counter . it was a yes . furiously , i called alin to join me at the new queue . little did i knew that i did a huge mistake .
we waited , and waited , and waited . why did we wait ? wasn't the new queue short ? yes it was . very very short . indeed , there was only one person in front of us . bhahaha ! but there was no one to entertain her at that moment . it was taking ages ! what the fish ! we obviously got into the wrong queue . our "old" queue was moving fast . how i wished we could get back into our old queue . we tried to be sensible & accepted the fate that we made a mistake . all we could hope is that everything will turn out fine & eventually get our tickets to the movie .
at last , it was our turn . we told our booking number & not much to our surprise , our tickets were AUTO-CANCELLED . what are we gonna do ? what are we gonna doo ?? then the movie guy said there are a few seats left . so , there was nothing we could do other than paying for the seats we didn't have in mind .
twilight madness II
after buying the novel , i eagerly began to read it . i tried to inject some interest in my soul but i couldn't . it was just too hard , trying to get a picture of what's going on by translating the tiny black characters spread on every page of the novel . okay , i admit it , i'm NOT a novel lover & i can never love reading novels . so i handed the novel to alin , the novel freak . she was so excited , just as excited as i was when i spotted the novel at kinokuniya . i was sort of jealous coz i'm sure she'd know the whole story earlier than i do .
on the 27th of november if i'm not mistaken ( which was after alin finished up reading the novel ) , alin asked me if i'm interested to watch twilight with her at the movies . i said sure ! i couldn't imagine how happy i was back then . but the problem is , how are we gonna get the tickets . i'm sure the tickets will be fully booked by the time we arrive at the movies . that's when the internet comes in handy .
just by a few clicks here & there , we successfully booked 3 tickets for the twilight movie . yay ! one's for me , the other's for alin & the last one's for , jeng3 ! my mummy ! trust me , she's very protective . i never ever ever went out with any of my friends (other than the school trip ) ever since i was a baby . but it's all rite mummy , everything happens for a reason aite ? i love u mummy . gee , why am i getting all emotional ? huargh3 !
the itinerary of our tickets are :
date : 29th november 2008
time : 4.10 p.m.
booking number : blablabla . i forgot .
seat number : somewhere very strategic
but up above the booking itinerary was a notice . it says something like "be there 45 minutes before the movie begins to redeem ur ticket" . okay2 . * to be continued *
on the 27th of november if i'm not mistaken ( which was after alin finished up reading the novel ) , alin asked me if i'm interested to watch twilight with her at the movies . i said sure ! i couldn't imagine how happy i was back then . but the problem is , how are we gonna get the tickets . i'm sure the tickets will be fully booked by the time we arrive at the movies . that's when the internet comes in handy .
just by a few clicks here & there , we successfully booked 3 tickets for the twilight movie . yay ! one's for me , the other's for alin & the last one's for , jeng3 ! my mummy ! trust me , she's very protective . i never ever ever went out with any of my friends (other than the school trip ) ever since i was a baby . but it's all rite mummy , everything happens for a reason aite ? i love u mummy . gee , why am i getting all emotional ? huargh3 !
the itinerary of our tickets are :
date : 29th november 2008
time : 4.10 p.m.
booking number : blablabla . i forgot .
seat number : somewhere very strategic
but up above the booking itinerary was a notice . it says something like "be there 45 minutes before the movie begins to redeem ur ticket" . okay2 . * to be continued *
twilight madness I
twilight is like the most outstanding romantic movie I've ever watched in year 2008 . the advertisement's everywhere , in the newspaper , in the shopping complex & also , obviously in the internet . i bet the hotstuff in the movie is none other than robert pattinson , or better known as edward cullen ! ohh , he's drop dead gorgeous . I just luv looking at his "vampirish" look . his jawline's like a model's . his body , mama miah ! I bet he has 10 pax , not 6 pax . ngahaha . & u know what , he's actually cedric diggory from harry potter ! did u notice ?
okay , enough already . let me tell you about the twilight madness which i personally encountered . it all began when i went to kinokuniya with my mummy & my sisters . my sis , alin , went to the teen novels section while I pondered around like a stupid cow . I don't have the passion of reading thick bulky novels , whether they're in english or malay . bwekk . I like childish stories actually , books with big prints with lots & lots of pictures . yay wee ! enid blyton rawks . ngahaha .
while pondering around , I spotted a novel . it was thick , and the cover was black . on the cover , a picture of a guy & a girl clinging on him was printed . I shifted my attention to the title of the novel . T-W-I-L-I-G-H-T . wow . I heard that this story's interesting . I clutched the book tightly , looked at my mummy with twinkly eyes & mouthed "twilight !" . little did I know , a chinese guy was standing next to me . he witnessed my excitement & replied , " everybody loves it ." gosh , I really blushed . huhuhu .
I didn't know what had gotten into me but I bought the novel . I did ! I really did ! but silly me , if only I knew I would only read the preface . I loved twilight not from reading the novel but by watching the movie . & that's when the twilight madness really began . * to be continued *
okay , enough already . let me tell you about the twilight madness which i personally encountered . it all began when i went to kinokuniya with my mummy & my sisters . my sis , alin , went to the teen novels section while I pondered around like a stupid cow . I don't have the passion of reading thick bulky novels , whether they're in english or malay . bwekk . I like childish stories actually , books with big prints with lots & lots of pictures . yay wee ! enid blyton rawks . ngahaha .
while pondering around , I spotted a novel . it was thick , and the cover was black . on the cover , a picture of a guy & a girl clinging on him was printed . I shifted my attention to the title of the novel . T-W-I-L-I-G-H-T . wow . I heard that this story's interesting . I clutched the book tightly , looked at my mummy with twinkly eyes & mouthed "twilight !" . little did I know , a chinese guy was standing next to me . he witnessed my excitement & replied , " everybody loves it ." gosh , I really blushed . huhuhu .
I didn't know what had gotten into me but I bought the novel . I did ! I really did ! but silly me , if only I knew I would only read the preface . I loved twilight not from reading the novel but by watching the movie . & that's when the twilight madness really began . * to be continued *
a love story?
hey there , i'm here , rite in front of my computer , pretending to be off9 in myspace . i really thought of doing my homework , but my eagerness towards writing something here overcomes my initial intention . i was busily checking out any new updates on myspace when suddenly i felt like checking my inbox . ouh , it was quite some time since i opened it . my eyes ogled the window & my clicks went faster & faster . eventually , i opened up my saved mail . gee , it's starting to sound like a horror movie or something . yikes ! no la .
ok , back to my story . i paused for a while . my acts were reminiscing me of my past . i clicked on the first message in my saved mail . my heart beat so fast . it was from a guy , around one year ago . i read through the message . visions of him , visions of his ex-gf , visions of my brother in kelantan popped in my head . believe me , my feet grew so cold & a sudden sense of guilt overcomed me . i knew i wasn't guilty in the whole situation last year , but i do feel guilty , somehow . i think i feel guilty coz if i weren't alive at that moment & if he never knew me , nothing would have happened in the one-year-ago-incident . gosh , i guess u must be thinking what the hell am i writing about .
okay , it's like this , i never ever made up ( as in "couple" ) with any guy before & no guy has ever told me he really2 loves me ( except for this one guy i wouldn't dare to expose his name ) . then there's this one guy . i learnt that he was head over heels with me . i still remembered the first time he communicated with me ( well , through some one else ) . he sent his regards to me . i tell u what , i was freakin'ly overjoyed . how couldn't i ? he's so handsome & he's a freakin' good basketball player . but hey , could it be true ?
i did some investigations . chewah ! eventually , the results were positive . he truly liked me . after pmr , we exchanged letters , as in to know each other better . hehe . his handwriting symbolises that he's a romantic person . ngeh . i got to know many things about him ; from his place of birth to his favourite number . he really seemed like a nice person to me & i was really glad . i began to trust his sincerity .
the school hols began . we had longer conversations through ym . i really felt like the whole world was mine , until one day , i learnt that he actually had a gf ! my heart was torn into pieces . i begged him not to get on with me anymore & concentrate on her gf . he was stubborn . i didn't beg him once , but quite a number of times . i didn't know what to do . my fairytale slowly turned into a disaster .
things got even worse . my little brother in kelantan knew that i was totally madly in love with the guy & he also knew that the guy has a gf . and guess what ? my lil bro sent rude messages to the guy's ex-gf . i absolutely knew nothing about this until suddenly i got a message from his ex . my whole body shivered . i never encountered that type of feeling before . ever since i was born , i can truthfully say , that was the most horrible moment of my life . i don't blame her but i didn't know who to blame . like i said , i didn't know who harrased her . gosh !
many things happened after that . the guy let go of his ex-gf & went on with me as special friends . we never seriously declared as boyfriends and girlfriends . to his ex-gf , if ur reading this , i hope that u would forgive me . i hope that u would live a wonderful life . ur like a sister to me & as i told him before , "sy x nk kaum hawa bermusuhan kerana kaum adam " . may Allah bless u ~
ok , back to my story . i paused for a while . my acts were reminiscing me of my past . i clicked on the first message in my saved mail . my heart beat so fast . it was from a guy , around one year ago . i read through the message . visions of him , visions of his ex-gf , visions of my brother in kelantan popped in my head . believe me , my feet grew so cold & a sudden sense of guilt overcomed me . i knew i wasn't guilty in the whole situation last year , but i do feel guilty , somehow . i think i feel guilty coz if i weren't alive at that moment & if he never knew me , nothing would have happened in the one-year-ago-incident . gosh , i guess u must be thinking what the hell am i writing about .
okay , it's like this , i never ever made up ( as in "couple" ) with any guy before & no guy has ever told me he really2 loves me ( except for this one guy i wouldn't dare to expose his name ) . then there's this one guy . i learnt that he was head over heels with me . i still remembered the first time he communicated with me ( well , through some one else ) . he sent his regards to me . i tell u what , i was freakin'ly overjoyed . how couldn't i ? he's so handsome & he's a freakin' good basketball player . but hey , could it be true ?
i did some investigations . chewah ! eventually , the results were positive . he truly liked me . after pmr , we exchanged letters , as in to know each other better . hehe . his handwriting symbolises that he's a romantic person . ngeh . i got to know many things about him ; from his place of birth to his favourite number . he really seemed like a nice person to me & i was really glad . i began to trust his sincerity .
the school hols began . we had longer conversations through ym . i really felt like the whole world was mine , until one day , i learnt that he actually had a gf ! my heart was torn into pieces . i begged him not to get on with me anymore & concentrate on her gf . he was stubborn . i didn't beg him once , but quite a number of times . i didn't know what to do . my fairytale slowly turned into a disaster .
things got even worse . my little brother in kelantan knew that i was totally madly in love with the guy & he also knew that the guy has a gf . and guess what ? my lil bro sent rude messages to the guy's ex-gf . i absolutely knew nothing about this until suddenly i got a message from his ex . my whole body shivered . i never encountered that type of feeling before . ever since i was born , i can truthfully say , that was the most horrible moment of my life . i don't blame her but i didn't know who to blame . like i said , i didn't know who harrased her . gosh !
many things happened after that . the guy let go of his ex-gf & went on with me as special friends . we never seriously declared as boyfriends and girlfriends . to his ex-gf , if ur reading this , i hope that u would forgive me . i hope that u would live a wonderful life . ur like a sister to me & as i told him before , "sy x nk kaum hawa bermusuhan kerana kaum adam " . may Allah bless u ~
emc's trip to muar! (with photos)
the emc chicks
during dinner :)i love emc so much! dunno wat emc is? emc stands for english motivational committee. alhamdulillah, i'm chosen as one of the members of emc. this committee doesn't exist in every mrsm in malaysia. luckily is exists here, in mrsm tgb jasin coz i'm so passionate towards english! i enjoy helping people in improving their english and ALSO making them love english. it's undeniably a tough job to do; getting people to accept english in their lives. no matter what, the emcs will do anything it takes to make people do so; no matter how stupid & foolish we look; having to wear big green boards with english words & meanings on us each and every weekday in school! hehe.
the other day, the emcs went on a trip with our gorgeous & funky miss z. it's actually a trip to muar to break fast. the trip there did not take that long but i surely had a good nap! all i knew when i arrived was i saw cute little monkeys scattered on the ground outside our bus. i was so amazed! they were so cute, did i mention? ouh, well, we were not actually gonna break fast there, so after looking at the monkeys, we continued our journey.
at around 5 o' clock, if i'm not mistaken, we arrived at our destination. we played at the playgroung & took silly pictures like crazy people. haha. after having an enjoyable time at the playground, then only we went to the place where we were going to break fast. we spent quite some time searching for the venue as it was quite difficult to search for. however, we did manage to find the place. we sat down at our table and had a conversation while waiting for the right time to take the food.
later on, we began taking our food and waited for the azan. it was a buffet so each and every one of us took heaps of food. after the azan was heard, we began indulging and every bite was so scrumptious. i glimpsed at my friends' food and they were equally mouth- watering. momma- miah! after aroung half an hour filling our stomachs with delicious delicacies, we went to the surau to perform our maghrib prayers. next, we went to the night market and loitered around. we bought some pop2 crackers and played with them in the night market. everyone looked at us weirdly. haha. we were, again, like crazy people.
as most of us did not have much money, we decided to play some silly games somewhere near the night market. we played truth or dare and i seriously say, it was the craziest moment i ever encountered in my life. the dares were totally lunatic. an hour passed by. we had to get back to mrsm tgb. in the bus, we told haunted tales which mostly happened in mrsm tgb. i didn't dare put my feet on the floor of the bus, instead, i stood on the bus seat. i was so freaked out. i can say that this trip was the best trip i've ever went on. emc rawks! :)
the other day, the emcs went on a trip with our gorgeous & funky miss z. it's actually a trip to muar to break fast. the trip there did not take that long but i surely had a good nap! all i knew when i arrived was i saw cute little monkeys scattered on the ground outside our bus. i was so amazed! they were so cute, did i mention? ouh, well, we were not actually gonna break fast there, so after looking at the monkeys, we continued our journey.
at around 5 o' clock, if i'm not mistaken, we arrived at our destination. we played at the playgroung & took silly pictures like crazy people. haha. after having an enjoyable time at the playground, then only we went to the place where we were going to break fast. we spent quite some time searching for the venue as it was quite difficult to search for. however, we did manage to find the place. we sat down at our table and had a conversation while waiting for the right time to take the food.
later on, we began taking our food and waited for the azan. it was a buffet so each and every one of us took heaps of food. after the azan was heard, we began indulging and every bite was so scrumptious. i glimpsed at my friends' food and they were equally mouth- watering. momma- miah! after aroung half an hour filling our stomachs with delicious delicacies, we went to the surau to perform our maghrib prayers. next, we went to the night market and loitered around. we bought some pop2 crackers and played with them in the night market. everyone looked at us weirdly. haha. we were, again, like crazy people.
as most of us did not have much money, we decided to play some silly games somewhere near the night market. we played truth or dare and i seriously say, it was the craziest moment i ever encountered in my life. the dares were totally lunatic. an hour passed by. we had to get back to mrsm tgb. in the bus, we told haunted tales which mostly happened in mrsm tgb. i didn't dare put my feet on the floor of the bus, instead, i stood on the bus seat. i was so freaked out. i can say that this trip was the best trip i've ever went on. emc rawks! :)
my top five besties :)
1 Ainaa:- my true bestfwen- gorgeous and freakin' cute- luvs to help people- very compassionate- understands me a lot- hardworking and intelligent- acts so damn childish!- mish u a lot my boo!
2 Shahir: - my special fwen- tall and handsome- very understanding- a good listener- cool and steady- acts immaturely at times- fun to talk with- wanna spend time with him!
3 Alin: - my lunatic little sister- as slim as a model- has "feather-duster" hair- is thought as my twin- definately a genius- luvs pink so much- a freakin fashionista- i luv her sooooo muchhh!
4 Timmy:- my freakin cwazee beshtie- one of my best roomates- has japanese-like complexion- fun to be with- does unthinkable stuff- very cheeky and noty- huggable and lovable- hny, mish u, mish u, mish u!
5 Shikin:- my wonderful ex-roomate- soft- spoken and nice- draws pictures beautifully- very loyal and trustworthy- keeps secrets safe- luvs cute stuff- not that sociable- i luv her soooo much!
2 Shahir: - my special fwen- tall and handsome- very understanding- a good listener- cool and steady- acts immaturely at times- fun to talk with- wanna spend time with him!
3 Alin: - my lunatic little sister- as slim as a model- has "feather-duster" hair- is thought as my twin- definately a genius- luvs pink so much- a freakin fashionista- i luv her sooooo muchhh!
4 Timmy:- my freakin cwazee beshtie- one of my best roomates- has japanese-like complexion- fun to be with- does unthinkable stuff- very cheeky and noty- huggable and lovable- hny, mish u, mish u, mish u!
5 Shikin:- my wonderful ex-roomate- soft- spoken and nice- draws pictures beautifully- very loyal and trustworthy- keeps secrets safe- luvs cute stuff- not that sociable- i luv her soooo much!
are they so hard to please?
If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;If he SMOKES, he is a GENTLEMAN.If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!MEN are sooo hard to please!!!!!
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